Z咖小妹翻譯里拉

 Z 咖 ( Caro )

金幣六逆位

朵朵小語＜赤足走在草地上＞

  <Walking on your bare feet along the prairie>

徵生：英文進階寫作 (I)

科目：英文寫作技巧 (總共20堂課)

地點：線上 / 成大附近

對象：可聽說讀寫

那無形的網糾纏的所有人，誰，逃脫的了？

肉眼看過去，只不過是一群表面說不愛的軀殼，但內心深處卻滂沱大雨。願意把雨傘遞給他人的舞者，卻讓自己濕透了。雨滴時而溫柔時而驕縱，傘下的兩人，泥濘的泥巴路以及沾上污點的粉白色芭蕾舞鞋。想走，雙腳沉重。想動，卻幻想出雙手的枷鎖。

周圍的靈魂皆已迷失在雨霧中，渴望及黯淡交錯縱橫，雙方的拉扯傷痕累累。為何？

處在石座上，你不動，我不說。

空氣中瀰漫著雨過天晴的泥土味，你望著我，我卻不解。樹葉上殘留的露珠滴在我倆臉龐，誰也不願先動手抹去下過雨的痕跡。遠處傳來清脆的風鈴聲，隨風起舞，你欲言又止，我不願戳破。子月星辰，年尾的沉澱，我們都該好好傾聽自個兒內心，思緒別受外力束縛，你自然而然地就能聽到那規律又熟悉地撲通聲，強而有力。來自大地的豐盛，來自上天的祝福，來自宇宙的愛戴，你是獨一無二的個體，你不必向誰交代自己的行為，因為所有在世間的相遇，都是命中註定的課題，等著你去了解、去思索、去反思。

湖水聲悄悄地撫過心頭，雖然黑暗中你無法看清湖面的全貌，但如果你耐心地等待破曉，一切的謎題就化為了然。

我很努力，想摘下山崖上的那朵花。

其實我也不知道那朵花長得怎樣，是大是小，紅色還是白色，

但我知道我到了那裏應該看得到吧！

可是我手腳太短了，也不知變通，只能呆呆地望著上空。

There did exist a period of time when my heart was overflood with unexplicable joy and love. It was a time when I walked down the street smiling without any concrete reasons. Is there a need to have a reason for being happy? The reason might be the sun and the sky, clear and shinny；it might also be the autumn leaves, fallen in order to welcome the chilly autumn time. How could I not love the world as its seasons come and go?
That specific moment of my life, not soon before, seemed to vanish and evaporate from my mind. Who let this tragedy occur? I will never experience that unique moment anymore, nor will my naiveness get back ever again. The trasition was more than necessary, hauting my mind ever since. Doomed in life shall never be changed. Who could ever explain the sudden alteration without hurting my feeling? Or to give a logical reason? No, there shouldn't be any reason as there was no reason for my temporal happiness either. Yet deep in my heart, a sudden profoundness appears. I know the reason because somehow, I know the location of my pain, something that I would prefer to have it hidden, ignored, or killed with whatever necessary means. Destiny is just a naughty girl, playing everyone's fate on her hand, a fate that we have no choice to reject but to face.
It was harshly striken with the words and gestures by someone whom you would never ever expected to underappreciate your soul. Those are the poison that ruined my joyous life, the venous that rotten my heart, the apple that expelled Adam and Eva from the garden of Eden. The sullen nights with tear dropping becomes my nightmares because it is uncontrollable. Emotions poured out like a just awaken volcanoe from a sweet dream,
Once it begins, there's no ending for it. You would not change the mellow fruitfulness for any other thing.

你聽見的，不是那期望的最初，

而是冷淡的結束，

噗通一聲，隔絕了上一分與下一秒，就這樣頭緩緩地往後仰，不顧一切地隨波而去。河水溘溘淙淙，漱音琤瑽，我急於捲入他的懷中，忘卻自己原本歸屬的那方。永恆縱逝，承諾零碎，琤琤波刺捲進我嘶啞的吶喊。你的譏喳，我的歲月，你的斥喝，我的空蕩，下一次的我必然不會這麼勇敢了。

褐林鴞的啼哭掩蓋著嗚咽，淚眼汪汪誰也管不著，月光的窺視溪水粼粼，誰沒有過去，誰不期望未來，但現在的我自顧不暇，只能晃呀晃呀，讓你的背影逐漸埋沒，讓我的青澀過往雲煙。

川流回漩，又見静谧。夜半水流潺湲，謝謝你靜靜地聽我悲泣的咆哮。

夜晚不是不愛說話，而是人類都趁他來臨時都睡著了。難道沒人喜歡跟他說話嗎？因此他很沉默，深怕一不小心都會吵醒他所深愛的人類，深怕人類用燈光掩飾他的存在，深怕小花小草不得休息，深怕自己被別人唾棄。不存在也是種存在的表現，但這也不表示你該漠視這不存在，因為只有有存在才能凸顯不存在。埋沒在無光中，也還是渴望存在感，因為他確實也是生活在此，有感覺的夜晚也是盼著念著想著望著。茫然地，他打了個哆嗦，熄滅了菸，檢視著這一切。

保持海面平靜需要無風無雨無心無淚，因此他選擇不聽情歌。一滴淚水的震動看似微小，但其實海水味道更鹹了一點，小丑魚也以為要下雨了，天空也逐漸昏暗，而掉進去的淚水也無法挽回了。本以為無任何殺傷力的淚水，其實能牽動全身的感官，讓包圍深層痛楚冰岩畫下第一道裂痕：很細微，聽不到看不到摸不著，但他卻敏感到能感受到那似用指甲用力在黑板往下抓得淒厲聲。

 幕然回首，才發現自已還死攀著已腐爛的浮木，正隨著漩渦轉著轉著，正以為這樣能夠讓心結斷開，殊不知內心的糾結已勝過外力的干涉，無風無雨無心無淚只讓他纏得更緊密，更紮實。緊抓的手指頭忽然鬆開，就讓海水襲擊，欲絕才能解脫。

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